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[08 Mar 2004|04:50pm]
Just as an up date. I recently broke up with my girlfriend, so living the single live again. I do not know what I did so wrong to the point we go from one day of being in love ( or what I thought was love) to nothing at all. I just do not understand what is goin one. Noe all the time she goes to New York which I do not not care. But when I went into the hospital for my Heart Attack she did not respond up here like when you her friend call her to come to New York. I do not understand it even more, but that is enough about her. I am currently at week 6 at NEU for the paramedic course. A whole year left to go. I have not talk to alot of people from the old crew. Wondering how some of them have been doin. You all need to drop me a line some time.

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[29 Dec 2003|04:16pm]
Okay here is an update from hell for me. On Tuesday Dec 23 2003 about 1730 I was brought into the emergency room at Lahey Clinic with the paramedic and bls of Armstrong Ambulance service because I was having a Heart Attack. That is wright I am 21 years old and I had a Heart Attack. It scared the shit out of me. So now on top of my other medical problems that I have now I have to add an MI on top of it. For those people over weight and smoke stop now because you do not know when it could happen to you. Other than that I have been pretty good. Well time to go I have to go get to my girlfriend at the airport. Talk to you later.
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[22 Dec 2003|12:40am]
Okay tonight was just a bad night for me. The day start with the norm. Get up at 630am for work at work by 800 work until midnight. My partner Bri the person that I have work with now for almost a year every sunday for 16 hours a day and then some gets a phone call from her sister and tells her that her mom just died. Now for those who know what it is like to work with someone for a long time like emts with the same partner it becomes a relationship. She is like my wife at work, I also teach with her and generally hang out with when we can, it is hard for her and for me because there is nothing that I can do for her. I just do not know what to say. If there are any emts out there that know what I mean drop me aline tell me how I can deal with problem.
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[16 Dec 2003|04:52pm]
Okay just as an update. Not much has changed in my life. Same old shit different day. I am still working at Armstrong Ambulance Service and I still teach at Nu. The newest thing that I do is I am now a state examier for the BLS course. That is right now I am the one that makes people sweat I love it. I am not that much of an asshole thought like the ones that I had to deal with when I took my test. Well I do not think that I am an asshole or anything like that. But anyways I am have to go time to give my student there final for the class. I has been a fun semister this time around. I will talk to you later maybe. It would be nice to hear from some people once in a while. My email address Has change yet again It is MrRajon82@aol.com or MrRajon11@hotmail.com you can get me at either one.
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[01 Nov 2003|02:20pm]
Here I am sitting at NU while my last class takes there state exam. My friend Stephany S from Woburn School for the High. Is taking her exam today as well. I hope she does well if not I do not want to explain it to her mother that is for dam sure. Well not more to say so I will go now I will talk to you later.
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[29 Oct 2003|11:42pm]
Well I got my letter from N.U. today. I got in for the Paramedic course I start 1/26/04. I fucking can't wait for it. It is time I got my act to gether and started to move my ass. The only down side is it cost like 16000.00 for the course but I will wing it. I hope. Well that is all for now.

See ya on the flip side.
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[28 Sep 2003|04:00am]
Well okay I have been talk to this girl for about a month now, and I am kinda interested in her. Her friend comes up to me and say will you go out on a date with her, "Of course I would, but I didn't think she was interested in me." My question was why didn't she just me her self. For those who read this know that I am not a hard person to talk to I dont think anyways.

So I go and talk to her then so shows no interest in my but I over hear her talk about me. Could someone explain to me why I am so confused. I don't understand women. I will never understand women. But anyways time for bed.

Love ya all.

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[27 Sep 2003|03:55am]
[ mood | pissed off ]


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Same Shit Different Day [18 Sep 2003|08:29pm]
Well this whole lite duty shit is for the birds. I got injuried on 7/31/03 it is now 9/18/03 and they still will not let me change my job to a dispatcher. It is fucking weird. I do not understand it I mean I do not mind sitting in the crew room watching tv and get paid for it but still it is fucking boring. But anyways, I got my card for being and Instructor for BLS cpr and aed and my First Responder Instructor card. So if anyone need to get the cards renewed let me know.

Well I got my letter from NU Paramedic course I have to meet with them on Tuesday of next week for my interview wish me luck. Other than that it is the same old shit.

Catch ya on the flip side
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[18 Sep 2003|08:28pm]
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[15 Sep 2003|07:18pm]
1) Name a moment in your past that helped define you as a person.

When I got realsed for probation i said, "I will never fuck up like that again." I was 16 year old when I got off. I have never done anything sense to get put back on

2) Is EMS a means to an end for you, or do you plan to stay in the feild?

I call it my stepping stone for me to futher my life in the medical feild

3) If you could be an animal for a week what animal would you pick to be and why?

I would have to say a dog. Because it would be fun to run around and hit shit a bounce right off of it and do it again.

4) Have any neat medical oddities(ie. double jointed, tinted sclera, maptongue, detached musculature)?

Why do you think they call me BIG D hehehe

5) What role did Sept. 11 play in the life of Big D?

It was a very bad day. I was working in a hospital at the time and it made my life seem very none important compared to the people that lost there lifes in the tower and the planes. And it was hard this past annivarsity because my partner lost several friends in the tower from when he work for NYFD.
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[08 Sep 2003|08:33pm]
[ mood | tired ]

Well yesterday was a fun day. Let me tell you a story, I went out with some of my friend for the day. We went all over the place. The last place that we went to was Hampton Beach. Well we were all ready in NH so one of my friends said, " I can get us from here to there in like ten minutes." Well I was listening to his directions and we ended up in Weare NH. The fucking sticks. It took me about 4 hours to find my way back to the highway to get to Hampton Beach. I was so fucking mad it was not even funny. No it was fun i should say I was the only one not high so listening to tell i thought i was goin to piss my pants. But anyways that is the end of my story g/g

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[06 Sep 2003|09:44pm]
[ mood | bored ]

Maybe some one can explain this to me. When I let you use my car to go out and do something. And you say I will be back at 8:00pm and it is now 9:44pm you think I should not be mad at you. What the fuck is wrong with this picture??? So now my whole saturday night has been throw out the window agian. I hate women sometimes.

Am I wrong for being mad? Should i be nice and say ooh hunny it is okay i will just tell all my friends to go fuck them selves because you are being a bitch.

So if you have any idea what i should do let me know. I could use the help.

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[04 Sep 2003|08:47pm]
[ mood | pissed off ]

One thing i can not stand is when someone thinks they know everything. I work with someone that thought she was queen fucking shit. I wanted to knock her the fuck out. She sat there trying to tell me that, they would not let me do certain this with my leg. Just to let you know I messed up my leg at work. But anyways. It is still the same shit different day around me I swear to god.

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Bored [26 Aug 2003|11:32pm]
Not much has change since my last entrie. But I do not understand people that I teach with. One of my friends from high school was in the class this semister that I taught in and they think because I went out with her one after class with like 10 other peole now I play favorites! What the fuck I hate when people make shit up.

#1 At no point in time was that girl in any of my testing stations for the fact I knew that something like this would happen.

#2 The people that I hang out with after class is no buissness but my own.

#3 If I was going to play favorites it would not be with her. If they had ask anyone of the people that went out with me that night that came threw my station for test knows that I did not play favorites. That is such bull shit.

Other than that I am pretty happy with everything that is goin on. Sorry to hear someone people lives are not the way they want them to be, but live goes on. Learn how to deal with shit. Grow up!!!! And one other thing that i hate when you are with an actrive girl one that most men when enjoy there company dont be an asshole and show if everyone some front of being a tough guy come on REALLY. I dont care that you are only 21 big fucking deal. Act like it or get the fuck out of the way. That is all i have to say to night thanks for reading. If I piss you off in anyway

FUCK OFF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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[20 Aug 2003|02:58am]
Tonite was really fuck up. My class took me out for drinks, PEPSI, it turned into alot of private information coming out. I love when people are drunk and do not care what they say. I had so much fun with them. There was alot of flirting between people and we finally left the 9's parking lot at 230am, because the cop showed up FUCKING Woburn Police. But I must end this now I am too tired must sleep for work today.
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[18 Aug 2003|12:09am]
Sup my Peeps.

I have not written in this thing for the longest time. Here I go for the updates.

1. I work for Armstrong Ambulance Service in Arlington.
2. I am teaching at Northeastern University in Burlington
and Boston, as an asst. Instructor for the emt program.
3. I am enrolled in the paramedic program for January at NU

Not all that much I would have to say. My life has not change all that much. But I have discovered that there are more people like myself that have done alot of the shit that used to do and went clean. I like these people that i have meet because it is like we can help each other when shit get alittle to rough and we want to go back to do all those fun things. I did miss seeing some of my old friends but hey life goes on. I ran into people that i have not seen in along ass time a week or so ago. Kevin Mingella (i know i fuck up that spelling) Jess Lutz, Jess looks HHOOTT. I work with a couple of people that i went to school with which is rather funny i think the people that i thought would make something of them selfs have be come emts this is not career if you want to make money.

But anyways I have bored you enough with my life. Catch you on the Flip SIDE

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[20 Apr 2003|04:00am]
Okay I not written in this thing for about 4 months. Here is an update on me. I work for a company call Armstrong Ambulance out of Arlington. It is not a bad job the pay was pretty good to start with. I start school August 25, 2003 for my nursing license. Just as a shout out to Peter, Joe, Bob, Pat, you be safe and GOD BLESS. I know they will not read this until they get home but it does not matter. Other than that my live has not change that much. I have seen alot of people that i used to go to school with lately. I even work with one of the Kevin Maher. Will it is time for me to go. Just wanted to say hi to everyone that i have not talk to in along ass time, HI.
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[26 Feb 2003|01:21am]
just as a up date. ssdd with me nothing really change. that is about it for me ttyl. peace out.
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[06 Dec 2002|01:05am]
The people in my area are all fucked in the head. A quy just got arrested. For being shit faced and hitting a girl. I need to move away from stupid people.
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